The calendar finally says it’s spring! Hooray! Be sure to check with Kelly to see if everyone else over there is as excited about it as I am!
Here’s what has been going on here lately:
This last week was my older children’s spring break. Because Hubby had to work most of the week (ugh…he is on an insane schedule currently!) we were only able to take a few days away. Our destination: Jackson Hole, Wyoming.
I am a mountain girl and I love me some Tetons. We stayed up at the ski resort but, mainly due to the expense, did not downhill ski. We settled for going into Grand Teton National Park and doing some cross-country skiing. This was the first time Spike got on a pair of skis and he was a trooper!
This Lenten fast from alcohol is hard for me, not gonna lie. Before, I enjoyed my glass of wine with dinner most nights and usually a cocktail or two on the weekends. It was something I looked forward to. Especially after a long day of dealing with the demands of several small (and oftimes crabby) people. And now, I realize, maybe my alcohol consumption was tipping the scales at being a little too much. Particularly because I miss it so much after only a few weeks of abstaining! Yikes. But maybe that is good. To step back and reassess exactly how much I had been drinking. Along with that, just to see if I can fill my craving for something more healthy (or…how about spiritual…since this is Lent, after all?). But still it is hard. I absolutely love wine.
Earlier this week the two younger ones helped me clean. I have to remember that it is the effort that counts. Even if I have to clean up after them cleaning up.
My framing project of a few weeks back is complete! I ended up ordering a custom frame for the oddly-shaped oblong poster (which STILL wound up costing around $70 – AND I had to assemble it myself) and then bought a $15 poster frame at Michael’s for the other one. The problem was this generic frame was slightly too big and I was faced with the problem of trying to make my own mat. I had initially thought of buying matting board and cutting it to size, but ended up using a burlap ribbon I had lying around. I glued it onto the backing and it seemed to work OK. I was worried it was going to look goofy, but I am pretty happy with how it turned out.
Evvie (at 2 years 2 months) is currently in the violent throws of the Terrible Twos. Today she had a knock-down drag out tantrum because I refused to let her play with a colorful feminine sanitary product she found in my purse. This morning at breakfast she was upset that she wasn’t permitted to eat off her sister’s plate. She tossed her bacon onto the floor in disgust, loudly proclaimed, “No WAY, Mom!” After a two-second pout, she announced, “I hung-y” (toddler speak for “hungry”), climbed down off her chair and, before I could stop her, grabbed the floored bacon and put it in her mouth. Mommy’s gray hairs are fast appearing thanks to this one!
I have been really, really craving some alone time lately. I am an INTJ on the Briggs Meyers personality scale, and that basically means “I Need To Just be alone sometimes for my sanity”. Just kidding. But it does mean that I am an introvert who recharges by being by my lonesome. Which is really hard to do when you’ve got a family that includes young and hyper-demanding children. Whom I love very much and would not trade for the world. Just need a break from once in a while.
In the last two weeks, I have gotten the following exciting and fun opportunities to recharge:
1) One hour sans kids at the Public Library. This pretty much is like winning the lottery for me. I mean, going to the library alone. Never. Happens. It was so invigorating. I got to look at books without a devious toddler methodically playing snowplow with the books on the bottom shelf. I got to read the summary on the back of a novel that looked interesting without my preschooler tugging my shirt and whining that this was boooooring. I didn’t have to be embarrassed by the stern-looking adult book section librarian when my older two decided to illustrate their maturity to the masses by kicking each other and then announcing in very-unacceptable-for-the-library voices that it’s her/his fault, not mine! Sigh. Heavenly.
2) Annual lady exam at the gynecologist. Well, the exam was not the rejuvenating experience to which I refer. It was the waiting room. Alone. I got to read a magazine.
I guess I need to take what I can get!
It was with great sadness that I heard about the latest terrorist attack. In London, no less, where I anticipate going later this year. With every fresh and horrific (and need I say, senseless) tragedy of this kind that occurs around the world there is an aura that we are not safe. There is an insidious yet persistent scuttlebutt that fuels our worries: We are not safe when we travel, we are not safe when we are at home. There is terror and mayhem lurking everywhere. There is evil everywhere and there is no recourse for us.
Pretty much every time there is another extremist attack, another bombing or assailant driving a truck into crowds of people, my mother contacts me in fear and disgust. Fear generally provokes her to say how crazy it seems to her that I want to travel to Europe. (I think she would be happier if I had announced I was going to sneak into and flamboyantly wave an American flag in North Korea). Every new terror attack seems to cement in her mind that Europe is a dangerous, unstable place teaming with evil-minded religious zealots. And she tries to make me feel nervous and bad about my decision to travel.
The truth is: travel will always be a bit dangerous. It is fraught with risks. But then again, so is life. You have the option to embrace it, and open yourself to the opportunity for growth, or you can “play it safe” and stay home. At home, you may never put yourself in the kind of situations where you might be unsafe, but expanding your horizons is a whole lot harder when you’re standing in one place.
So, that is my operative philosophy going forward. I definitely hope and pray that a terror attack doesn’t ever affect my daily life or that of my loved ones. I pray for the victims and for the souls and minds of the attackers who feel murder and mayhem is the answer. But I am not cancelling my trip because it comes with risk (sorry, Mom!). And, like wiser people have said before me, that the best way to stand up to terrorism is to show the terrorists that we will not be cowed by attempts to make us so.
Have a wonderful week!